| Last post in this journal. |
[01 Sep 2006|09:43am] |
This is my last post in the ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.7) kapera. I have already stated that I am switching to agoatatrutgers as of today. Please, please, PLEASE add agoatatrutgers to your friendslist if you haven't already. Please? For me!
Sitting in DAB ready to head off to a new life. That's why I'm closing this chronicle. So go on. Go now. add the new journal, thanks.
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| ATTENTION ALL FPCERS AND FELLOW BTMS FOLK!!!!! |
[03 Aug 2006|09:29pm] |
http://community.livejournal.com/wdwandkoolaid/
Walt Disney World, Kool-Aid Mix, Pixie Stix, hijinks at Wadsworth, BTMS, FPC... Shanna, Sara, Krystin, Jess, you all remember that, right? Welp, join the community of Shanna and I that's devoted to keeping up and sharing old memories and stuff. This is one of the last times I'll actually post in the kapera journal, so remember- join the community, and add agoatatrutgers to your LJ friends! Someone also tell Amanda and...is anyone else from the gifted or BTMS on? And community joining is modded, but that's to make sure it stays just us. Anyways, join and have fun!
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[22 Jul 2006|08:07pm] |
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Hahahahahahaha- Sara just say "eh?" Too much time in Canada, m'dear?
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[20 Jul 2006|02:21pm] |
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Oy. Midget. Have something for you. Contact for details on delivery.
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[20 Jul 2006|08:28am] |
Who the hell has sexual fantasies about a Starbucks worker? But someone does, else there wouldn't be a costume.
(Crossposted from the other blog because more people will see it here- but really, go check out the other blog!)
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| I am officially scrawny. |
[14 Jul 2006|05:22pm] |
Results of today's shopping trip:
One silver bikini bathing suit from Target, size 3, and skimpy* >.>
2 pairs of size 0 pants from Marshall's.
1 pair of size 8 sneakers.
We tried the 4s at Marshall's- fell off hips. The 2s were still big. The 0s, the only two pairs there, fit absolutely skintight. And they FIT my waist. They're perfect. Pics to come later.
*I originally didn't care much, but I've quickly realized; a lot of women would kill to have a body like this, I might as well show it off while I have it, no?
Edit: Anyone wanna meet at 11:30-12 tomorrow at Frieda Zamba? Yes you Jess- and Sothi- and anyone in Palm Coast. I wanna swim *wail*
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| Insane Levels of Luck- Or, Why You Should Play Guild Wars With Capella |
[13 Jul 2006|10:35pm] |
Why, you ask? Because, in Guild Wars, dye sells for lots of money! (Depending on the color.) Now, dye drops tend to be rare, with purple/orange/yellow being reasonably common and cheap, red/blue/green being more expensive, and silver and black being the utter rarest. Well, I have psychotic luck at getting dye drops. Dye's supposed to be more common in Pre-Searing, but I haven't found it to be so! Indeed, I am the dye magnet. Here are some of my dye lucks:
Sometime in June: Random drops of purples, greens, blues, oranges, and yellows- exact days undocumented.
Sometime in June: Trotting about the Catacombs in Pre-Searing, I obtain a black dye. TW, with me, is amazed.
July 6: While trotting around Regent Valley right outside of Fort Ranik in Pre-Searing, I got a red, a green, and a purple within 20 minutes. Odo heard me cry out each one on Skype.
July 7: A red dye drops in Lakeside County in Pre-Searing.
July 11: A red drops right outside Ascalon City in Old Ascalon.
July 13: A blue and a green within 10 minutes of each other.
And I don't just bring dye to myself! I bring it to the people I travel with, too! While in a party with me, GS has gotten dye, and the other night, TW got a BLACK dye- the rarest of all. So I can spread the luck too.
While it may not SOUND like much dye, it is in Guild Wars. So remember, if you play GW, you should party with me. Because I get insane dye drops and can get you insane amounts of money.
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| Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeme |
[08 Jul 2006|03:06pm] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
✓ I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
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[03 Jul 2006|11:07am] |
I woke up and was really happy until I remembered why I had the house to myself.
I don't want to go to the Guines' tomorrow. The shuttle launch will happen when I'm there :/ I don't want to miss it, especially being there; I appreciate that they're giving me money, and all, but I really don't know how to act around them. They think of me as some budding genius, which might be true- but they have no idea who I really am, and that would disturb them and make them take the money away. I just don't fit up to their moral status and I have to pretend, and I don't like pretending like that... so I'd really rather just avoid social hour with them, but I can't.
At least I'm going to Sothi's tomorrow. There is to be explosions, yes? And food. And drink. And general psychotic fun that always crops up when we get together o.o
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[01 Jul 2006|04:10pm] |
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BAH! Perfect bloody spot (high up, clear view of the south with no obstructions) to view Discovery, and at 4 minutes from launch they scrub it! :(
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[01 Jul 2006|02:02pm] |
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WoW trial download speed? 613 kb/s. o.o
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[30 Jun 2006|02:56pm] |
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I wanted to do things with people today but everyone goes away within 10 minutes.
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[28 Jun 2006|01:23pm] |
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I think I'm popular...o.o 2 invites already for the Fourth of July. Do I go to my benefactor's party, or my father's? More, what of my parents' hospitalizations?
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| So. |
[28 Jun 2006|12:59pm] |
I am the plaguebringer.
Seven days of being unable to touch my family- to kiss, or to hug, or to remain too close to. My meals will be eaten alone. I cannot sit in the living room lest I contaminate, but should remain in my bedroom most of the time. The thing that makes this bearable, ironically enough, is the fact that they will both be in the hospital next Monday and Tuesday. At least then I can roam the house without fear.
I hate vaccinations.
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[26 Jun 2006|04:28pm] |
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Upset. Storming. Just want to be held.
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[26 Jun 2006|03:31am] |
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NORDIC MIND SQUEEZE!
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| Anata no koto bakari I Miss You |
[25 Jun 2006|02:27pm] |
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There are a lot of things, of people, I'm missing lately... I miss some of the people here in Palm Coast, the days years ago when people came over. Remember that, the gaming, the RPing, the singing, the watching things, all of that? Simpler days, innocent days... And in September, I'll be gone for nine months. Can't someone come over and relive those days for a couple days? Simple casual visiting and playing, and...everything? Or is that completely gone... I miss you all, and those days we used to have, and... it's not just the people I know in person, either...but at least those of you here in Palm Coast I can do something with... the rest, I'm not close enough to to spend time with.
...and, I dyed my hair brown.
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[21 Jun 2006|04:27pm] |
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Probably the worst period since I went on birth control, and probably from my first-ever missed pill :/ Constant nausea since Sunday. Every time I feel upset, roll over, stand up, walk, etc. The cramps are so bad I can barely walk around, even WITH the Midol. I've taken to keeping a bedpan in the room in case I need to vomit, and the cell stays on my pillow so I can call mum. I've gone for the Ultram once and I think it'll happen once more before the end of the week. I can't keep food down- since Sunday, I've had a bit of Crispix, less than 2 ounces of meat, 1 ounce of bread, a small bit of spaghetti...and nothing else. Subsisting mostly on pure water. Probably losing more weight off this, and I'd JUST gotten above 100 pounds! Dammit.
Was hoping for a good result from the Cibryen hatching- I got a blue dragon for Skylen, which was my desperate hope, but Vidar didn't Impress. That's 18 real months of possible plotlines...all the studying, geography, first flights, first /betweening/, flaming, couriership, Threadfall- all those things, written alone now. Skylen's as hurt as I am; one might argue characters can't be hurt, but the most real of mine live in my heads, and... *sigh* She's upset, and I am. And I feel a bit stupid for going and crying for over 2 hours about it, but all those months of things I wanted to write and couldn't, and while I like the other writers in the class, Skylen is an antisocial bitch, usually, and with no one she likes in the class, it will be very very lonely to write and it makes me miserable.
Got the gold at Triad. Unsure of what to say about that- a deep profound shock it was, but it really made my day after the Cibby thing. Going to make her Capella-character, which is pretty much evil, bitchy, manipulative, sexual, and overall NOT a nice chicky. Waiting for approval. Hope I get it soonish- being able to write a plotline I'll enjoy (as opposed to, y'know, the Cibby one which I won't) would be nice while bedridden.
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| Borrowed a Meme days ago, only now finished and unlocked it |
[15 Jun 2006|05:07pm] |
It's a Meme. The idea is you present what you'd really like to tell ten people but can't/wont. But you don't list the names of whom you're addressing. Gotit? an excuse to get it out...
1. I hate what's become of us- we always used to be together, always used to spend time together and hang around and share things and RP and plot, and where the hell did that go? I miss you, I miss all of that, and I want it back. I want YOU back. :( Feels like it's been years since that happened.
2. I admired you and respected you, and I still do that- we used to talk a lot more then we do now, and I'm always afraid to contact you because I feel inferior to you, like what I say is childish, immature, and wrong, and it prevents me from contacting you. And I don't know if I ever told you this, but there was a time I wanted you badly.
3. I know a lot of the other people I know don't like you that much, but I'm glad to consider you my friend, and hope you consider me the same; you're great to be around and you make me laugh and smile, and even though we don't share a lot of beliefs we share interests and I like knowing you.
4. Just as I'd gotten over losing you, when I'd finally put that chapter, that branch of possibilities behind me (for I'd loved you, you know), you have the gall to come back into my life and complicate things at a time when I already was wondering if I was doing the wrong thing. Stop tempting me, dammit; you're making everything harder.
5. It hurts that you don't talk to me anymore, especially when I wait for days for scraps of your attention- what happened to when we talked daily with deep discussions, or am I just unworthy of that? You make me cry daily. I don't think it'll ever get easier, having been so close to you and now barely being spoken to. And it doesn't help that I love you- and I never told you how badly I want you, but I do.
6. You used to be like me, a rare soul, not like the others, who dreamed and read and RP and drew and wrote and was so kin to me- and now you're normal, like them, and I hate what you've become and I want you back. And stop rubbing how fucking much you get in my face, because I'm nowhere near as priviledged and it fucking HURTS.
7. I pretended to like you when you talked to me, because telling you what I really thought meant my other friends would be upset but now I'll say the truth- you're a worthless cheating lying bitch and you don't deserve the things you get.
8. If you were straight, and I were single, I'd jump you in a heartbeat- you're funny, considerate, caring, and there, a hell of a lot more then I can say for others I love. Thank you for being an amazing friend, and I'm sorry I don't talk to you as much as I should.
9. We used to be friends, but you've gone and taken up with that man- what the fuck do you see in him? Another person who prided herself in not following the crowd, being normal You don't fucking deserve what you have.
10. You're awesome and I wish we had a chance to talk more- and were us both single I might hop on you, but we're not, so poo.
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